Though you'll feel alone; other times you'll feel like I'm not there.
But I'll always be there watching over you from a distance - ready to throw you a life ring.
This was suppose to be your 'gift'.
But it's not necessary anymore, I guess.
You're drifting too far; thinking I've turned my back on you.
I've tried.
In fact, everytime, because I cannot be judged less when I'm with you.
To be fair, I judge too - all the time.
Ironically, our judgements are often, more similar than not.
I guess that makes them all wrong.
Because someone got to be right and someone got to be wrong - I rather think we're both wrong.
I thought I was doing well. Doing all the right things.
I took the initiative to talk, didn't I?
But most of the time, I don't really get a reply.
Sometimes I do though - is that your way of telling me you can but you're not willing to?
Is that how I'm suppose to know what you're thinking?
So, what I am to do, except to repeat?
Seems like work always render you unavailable.
Then, I get a slap in the face.
Sorry, I should have learnt the art of reading you better.
I know life is busy and it kills.
I'm trying just as hard to cope.
Everyone have different ways of coping and showing themselves; I'd much prefer you not to judge.
This instance I am chatting happily on msn. This instance I feel like shit.
So I guess, that makes me a hypocrite.
In front of people, I just can't sulk.
To think you really thought I was feeling happy and just caring about fun.
To think you thought I've really changed into someone superficial.
It hurts.
It really does.
But I'll always be there watching over you from a distance - ready to throw you a life ring.
This was suppose to be your 'gift'.
But it's not necessary anymore, I guess.
You're drifting too far; thinking I've turned my back on you.
I've tried.
In fact, everytime, because I cannot be judged less when I'm with you.
To be fair, I judge too - all the time.
Ironically, our judgements are often, more similar than not.
I guess that makes them all wrong.
Because someone got to be right and someone got to be wrong - I rather think we're both wrong.
I thought I was doing well. Doing all the right things.
I took the initiative to talk, didn't I?
But most of the time, I don't really get a reply.
Sometimes I do though - is that your way of telling me you can but you're not willing to?
Is that how I'm suppose to know what you're thinking?
So, what I am to do, except to repeat?
Seems like work always render you unavailable.
Then, I get a slap in the face.
Sorry, I should have learnt the art of reading you better.
I know life is busy and it kills.
I'm trying just as hard to cope.
Everyone have different ways of coping and showing themselves; I'd much prefer you not to judge.
This instance I am chatting happily on msn. This instance I feel like shit.
So I guess, that makes me a hypocrite.
In front of people, I just can't sulk.
To think you really thought I was feeling happy and just caring about fun.
To think you thought I've really changed into someone superficial.
It hurts.
It really does.
Had fever today - didn't go to school.
Other than rotting, I was drawing the cover page of my visual journal.
When I finally completed it, (and was so uber happy), I had to smudge it!
I really hate my hands, you know.
I already wore gloves throughout the whole procedure because I knew it would happen.
And it did, when I already kept it.
It's worst than a kick in the balls.
Arggg, I'm so pissed this post is not making any sense. (Okay, shut up, I know every of my post dont make sense)
To salvage the situation, I smudged the whole cover page.
And consoled myself half-hearted-ly that it was nice. (Yeah right, it looks like some animal peed on it)
Arggggggggg! I need to punch someones breast now to divert my anger!
Hope the tutor likes smudgy art work.
I'm going to wallow in self pity now.
Good luck to everyone taking their O's!
I love my shoes and watch, thank you.
Other than rotting, I was drawing the cover page of my visual journal.
When I finally completed it, (and was so uber happy), I had to smudge it!
I really hate my hands, you know.
I already wore gloves throughout the whole procedure because I knew it would happen.
And it did, when I already kept it.
It's worst than a kick in the balls.
Arggg, I'm so pissed this post is not making any sense. (Okay, shut up, I know every of my post dont make sense)
To salvage the situation, I smudged the whole cover page.
And consoled myself half-hearted-ly that it was nice. (Yeah right, it looks like some animal peed on it)
Arggggggggg! I need to punch someones breast now to divert my anger!
Hope the tutor likes smudgy art work.
I'm going to wallow in self pity now.
Good luck to everyone taking their O's!
I love my shoes and watch, thank you.
- Mood:
crushed
I'm sick and I feel horrible.
Dad had his first treatment today.
Hope 7 weeks will pass swift and easy for him.
Dad had his first treatment today.
Hope 7 weeks will pass swift and easy for him.
Holiday's ending.
*Random shit
Dear Aunty Auntie,
I am a sg boy, turning 17 this year.
I have a problem.
Apart from masturbating excessively, I don't like people whom I don't like.
Especially when they randomly start talking to me or asking me out.
Because then, I won't know what to do.
I want to reject/ignore them but I dont want them to feel bad.
Moreover, I'm a believer of karma and I think people sometimes feel that way towards me too.
Anyone can help me?
*Random shit
Dear Aunty Auntie,
I am a sg boy, turning 17 this year.
I have a problem.
Apart from masturbating excessively, I don't like people whom I don't like.
Especially when they randomly start talking to me or asking me out.
Because then, I won't know what to do.
I want to reject/ignore them but I dont want them to feel bad.
Moreover, I'm a believer of karma and I think people sometimes feel that way towards me too.
Anyone can help me?
Had a crazy, fun and almost overwhelming week.
Dinner at pang's on wed.
Then to renkai's for Kahming's birthday.
Once the clock strikes 12 and thursday started, we celebrated Jonathan's birthday right away.
Continued celebration for jon today afternoon by catching (500) days of summer the movie; which is seriously good and worth watching.
Can't help it, I like comedy and love - I'm such a chick.
Tomorrow it'll be Stephanie's advanced birthday celebration with poly mates.
Well, holiday's ending and I'm desperate for fun.
In the process, I'll burn myself and start school real bad. (Like how it's suppose to be.)
Too much to say, too much to show.
When feeling k-po, facebook is for stalking.
Dinner at pang's on wed.
Then to renkai's for Kahming's birthday.
Once the clock strikes 12 and thursday started, we celebrated Jonathan's birthday right away.
Continued celebration for jon today afternoon by catching (500) days of summer the movie; which is seriously good and worth watching.
Can't help it, I like comedy and love - I'm such a chick.
Tomorrow it'll be Stephanie's advanced birthday celebration with poly mates.
Well, holiday's ending and I'm desperate for fun.
In the process, I'll burn myself and start school real bad. (Like how it's suppose to be.)
Too much to say, too much to show.
When feeling k-po, facebook is for stalking.
- Mood:
cold
Elloszxs, moiii isshh xia0 c0rkszxs.
G0ing t0 bee 17 thiszxs yearrr, heee heeexzs.
M0ii livee insideee c0keszx and liikeee to sh0w myself 0nly s0metimes`
causex m0ii quite shyxszx ^^
If y0u likee m0ii 0r wantsz t0 be m0ii meii/k0rr/stead, care t0 intr0 marhsxz?
Moii isshhh hen friendly.
Like to smileszxs m0st 0f the timeszx (liike ab0ve) cute horhszs? ^^
Moii wantszxs t0 kn0ww m0ree pe0pleee wh0 can teachszxs m0ii h0ws t0 bee a better gay bengg.
Becauseszx m0ii still y0ung, beri de n00bszxs :/
Like to smileszxs m0st 0f the timeszx (liike ab0ve) cute horhszs? ^^
Moii wantszxs t0 kn0ww m0ree pe0pleee wh0 can teachszxs m0ii h0ws t0 bee a better gay bengg.
Becauseszx m0ii still y0ung, beri de n00bszxs :/
But m0ii s0metimessx als0 will have anger de timeszxs!
When I anger, I willszx have a bit 0f c0rks eyezx and I will p0utszx! (likee ab0vee)
Then euuu kn0w I really anger le!
I tryy n0tzx t0 ask m0ii k0rszxs c0me killz pe0ple f0r moii. But s0metimes hen anger, cann0t helpszx it! >:(
When m0ii n0 m0ree cigrettesx 0r when m0ii la0 bu dunnch let m0ii habbe drag0n tatt00s, m0ii als0 anger!! %$@#!&*!&%$
But luckilysxzsx, s0 far, m0ii la0 bu stillsxsz alivesxszx HEEES HEEES, luckily!! ^^
When I anger, I willszx have a bit 0f c0rks eyezx and I will p0utszx! (likee ab0vee)
Then euuu kn0w I really anger le!
I tryy n0tzx t0 ask m0ii k0rszxs c0me killz pe0ple f0r moii. But s0metimes hen anger, cann0t helpszx it! >:(
When m0ii n0 m0ree cigrettesx 0r when m0ii la0 bu dunnch let m0ii habbe drag0n tatt00s, m0ii als0 anger!! %$@#!&*!&%$
But luckilysxzsx, s0 far, m0ii la0 bu stillsxsz alivesxszx HEEES HEEES, luckily!! ^^
0kkies larh, m0ii hen tiredszx le -_-zz
Still mustxzs g0 w0rk n0wszxs.
M0ii j0b ishh t0 sprayy '0$P$' signsxs in de aftern00nszxs.
At nightsx, m0ii, m0ii brudders and m0ii girlfriendsz (ritzsx low) wh0 als0 talkszxs like m0ii 0nes still mustxzs g0 sell icex-creamszxs.
H0pe t0 talk t0 y0u all s00nszx, okkieszx?
takee cairres :)))))
Lurbbes!! Muacks!
Still mustxzs g0 w0rk n0wszxs.
M0ii j0b ishh t0 sprayy '0$P$' signsxs in de aftern00nszxs.
At nightsx, m0ii, m0ii brudders and m0ii girlfriendsz (ritzsx low) wh0 als0 talkszxs like m0ii 0nes still mustxzs g0 sell icex-creamszxs.
H0pe t0 talk t0 y0u all s00nszx, okkieszx?
takee cairres :)))))
Lurbbes!! Muacks!
(omg this post is trash; I'm out of my mind.)
- Mood:
Happie lorhszxs ^^! - Music:Techno siao
Rachel's birthday was on saturday.
Went to Tim's at braddell to stuff ourselves with food.
Nights out with my secondary school mates are always good.
Did a lot of stupid things (Of course, it's us, what's new?).
Went to Tim's at braddell to stuff ourselves with food.
Nights out with my secondary school mates are always good.
Did a lot of stupid things (Of course, it's us, what's new?).
HAR-HAR! And below, is my favourite picture of the night!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Then, yesterday at 12a.m, we invaded Pang's house to give a (half-failed) surprise.
We actually wanted to jump on him while he's still asleep.
But apparently, he already heard us (especially lenny lai) outside. DAMNNNN
Lenny's a surprise spoiler man, as if that time when he sent a message saying:
'hey cuz, do you have amanda pang's number? want to give pang a surprise on monday' TO PANG HIMSELF wasn't bad enough. HAR-HAR I found someone dumber than me! (I was quite dumb too - to let lenny do the job of getting amanda's number! hah)
Had cake, dragged pang out, went to have supper, and everyone walked home.
Happy birthday Pang and Baoyuan!
Now, we're left with only Kahming's, Jon's, and Natasha's birthday to celebrate for the month of october.
Wow, great! hurhur
Hope shan have a safe and fun journey at Malacca!
- Mood:
Feeling Fat
Finally, we're having a break from the early childhood book project. (More to come!)
Sucks. Considerable amount of my holiday time have been burnt doing that.
Sucks. Considerable amount of my holiday time have been burnt doing that.
Had an early celebration for van on thursday. (Some of us were at school doing the book project before that okay, what a turn offfffff.)
Went to mind's cafe at duo mei ge (you know, douby ghuat's chinese name. I like farrer park's chinese name the most 'fa la gong yuan' HAR-HAR! Okay, whatever.)
Went to mind's cafe at duo mei ge (you know, douby ghuat's chinese name. I like farrer park's chinese name the most 'fa la gong yuan' HAR-HAR! Okay, whatever.)
Yeah, kept screaming and shouting at mind's cafe which is very typical of us.
We've got a new friend too!
Meet John,
We've got a new friend too!
Meet John,
He's going to be van's playmate.
Picked him up at Lucky Plaza's sex shop.
I'm really disappointed that he doesn't have a dick though.
What a lousy blow up doll!
Nevertheless, we make do with what we have and tried to have the most fun with him.
Picked him up at Lucky Plaza's sex shop.
I'm really disappointed that he doesn't have a dick though.
What a lousy blow up doll!
Nevertheless, we make do with what we have and tried to have the most fun with him.
Yeah, that's that. (As usual, more pictures, check facebook)
October seems to be the month of birthdays.
Going for Rachel's later in the day!
And then, there's pang's on monday.
October seems to be the month of birthdays.
Going for Rachel's later in the day!
And then, there's pang's on monday.
*Random shit
I walked into the girl's toilet yesterday.
For people who know me, you would know I don't use the urinal because I'm pee shy.
So I didn't bother looking for urinals and just walked straight into a cubicle.
When I came out, I suddenly saw women.
I was like, errrr okay.
Then the cleaner auntie (a real bitch) had to scream in my face and to the whole world : ''EH! You come into the wrong toilet!''
Thanks witch, as if I didn't know that when I saw the toilet filled with women. (I'm a believer of karma hor, auntie! You watch out.)
See, that's what happens when Singapore tries to make the signs of toilets so 'art-sy'. The women they paint look like trannies.
I walked into the girl's toilet yesterday.
For people who know me, you would know I don't use the urinal because I'm pee shy.
So I didn't bother looking for urinals and just walked straight into a cubicle.
When I came out, I suddenly saw women.
I was like, errrr okay.
Then the cleaner auntie (a real bitch) had to scream in my face and to the whole world : ''EH! You come into the wrong toilet!''
Thanks witch, as if I didn't know that when I saw the toilet filled with women. (I'm a believer of karma hor, auntie! You watch out.)
See, that's what happens when Singapore tries to make the signs of toilets so 'art-sy'. The women they paint look like trannies.
How do I know it's for male or female!
- Mood:
cranky
Happii lanternszxs fastivillll t0 eVeRy1!` ^^
Moii liikess to eeetszxs de d0uble y0lksz m00n` cakes w0rhszxs.
But moii h0use n0 m0reee liaoszxs *sobs sobs*.
-lurbbes euuu, fr0m xiia0 m00n cake eatingsx machinesszx!~ Wantszx t0 be moiii meii? :)))
Moii liikess to eeetszxs de d0uble y0lksz m00n` cakes w0rhszxs.
But moii h0use n0 m0reee liaoszxs *sobs sobs*.
-lurbbes euuu, fr0m xiia0 m00n cake eatingsx machinesszx!~ Wantszx t0 be moiii meii? :)))
Went over to shan's on monday to watch 'Another Gay Movie' on my laptop.
Took damn a lot of unglam pictures! (for more, search facebook)
Has been a long time since Shan and I just sit in her living room to chillllllllllllllllll.
I miss her alot.
Sigh, holidays ending!!
On wednesday, went to see lenny's house for the last time.
He's moving! Can't wait for the house warming. Hurhur
Then ate dinner till all of us nearly explode. (For more pictures, facebook again)
Sigh, I miss my secondary school friends.
Volunteered myself on children's day to bring kids to Singapore Polytechnic for 'Kids Breakout' event.
The children are damn cute! I miss them alreadyyyy.
However, I am also very guilty because I can't remember their names at all.
Well, so happened, my group of 6 children are all indians! How to remember all 6 names when they have 32 alphabets each! HAR-HAR.
I'll remember them though. Good thing the center they go to is right below my grandparents' block!
So I can visit them frequently! YAYEEEEEE.
Though I missed a chance to do relief teaching on that day because of this, it's still worth it.
Dad's getting his teeth plucked out on monday... (When I say teeth, it's not a language error. I really mean a few.) Hope he wouldn't feel very bad. The other time when I had 4 teeth extracted was quite a trauma.
Was on the bus today, when a (fat) mum with her 2 rowdy children board the bus.
They wanted to sit together at the last row - where I am at.
So, as I was ready to give up my seat, I heard the small girl saying,
''mummy, call that UNCLE (me) move so we can sit together.''
I was like, wtf? And as if the daughter wasn't rude enough, the mum had to reply
''Dont want larh, dont sit there. Got ants''
Is this how you teach your kids, hag?
Calling a young, handsome man uncle?
Tsk tsk tsk. They were lucky I never take picture and post on STOMP!
By the way, dont get me wrong, STOMP sucks.
The children are damn cute! I miss them alreadyyyy.
However, I am also very guilty because I can't remember their names at all.
Well, so happened, my group of 6 children are all indians! How to remember all 6 names when they have 32 alphabets each! HAR-HAR.
I'll remember them though. Good thing the center they go to is right below my grandparents' block!
So I can visit them frequently! YAYEEEEEE.
Though I missed a chance to do relief teaching on that day because of this, it's still worth it.
Dad's getting his teeth plucked out on monday... (When I say teeth, it's not a language error. I really mean a few.) Hope he wouldn't feel very bad. The other time when I had 4 teeth extracted was quite a trauma.
Was on the bus today, when a (fat) mum with her 2 rowdy children board the bus.
They wanted to sit together at the last row - where I am at.
So, as I was ready to give up my seat, I heard the small girl saying,
''mummy, call that UNCLE (me) move so we can sit together.''
I was like, wtf? And as if the daughter wasn't rude enough, the mum had to reply
''Dont want larh, dont sit there. Got ants''
Is this how you teach your kids, hag?
Calling a young, handsome man uncle?
Tsk tsk tsk. They were lucky I never take picture and post on STOMP!
By the way, dont get me wrong, STOMP sucks.
I have this compelling need to swim.
But the weather is not in my favour.
Shall wait awhile more. If not, I will go to the gym.
I need to exercise badlyyyyyyy.
Have been rushing the story book project for the past 2 days.
Hopefully can finish the whole thing once and for all today!
I draw till I can vomit.
Well, it's not that my english is so bad that I can't write the story.
It's just because I'm the only one who can draw! booooo
Hopefully can finish the whole thing once and for all today!
I draw till I can vomit.
Well, it's not that my english is so bad that I can't write the story.
It's just because I'm the only one who can draw! booooo
Visited kindergardens yesterday. (My future workplace for 2 years!)
Luckily, I quite like it.
But I seriously cannot imagine myself as a kindergarden teacher for 2 years mannn.
The kids I teach shall bring about a whole new revolution, a whole new generation.
MUAHAHAHAHAH! (okay, whatever)
Luckily, I quite like it.
But I seriously cannot imagine myself as a kindergarden teacher for 2 years mannn.
The kids I teach shall bring about a whole new revolution, a whole new generation.
MUAHAHAHAHAH! (okay, whatever)
On the bus journeys, stephanie was busy violating me while I'm playing PSP.
See, proof!
See, proof!
Sigh okay, going to prepare to go out for project now.
Will upload the pictures I've drawn when it's scanned in.
Steph, upload pictures!
I'm quite emotionally disturbed these few days.
Will upload the pictures I've drawn when it's scanned in.
Steph, upload pictures!
I'm quite emotionally disturbed these few days.
Digging into a cupful of mint icecream now.
Feel like a fat, dying, failed to commit suicide, fat (did I say fat?), washed ashore whale.
Climbed up at 6.30 in the morning to accompany dad to MacRitchie reservoir for a morning walk.
All was good, it was cooling, breezy, the air was fresh, there wasn't much people...
UNTILLLL
I decided to suggest we go to some 'tree top walk' which was 3.9km away.
Seriously, on foot, it feels like forever. Not to mention we got lost and all.
We were first at the entrance near Mount Avernia Hospital, then we kind of half got lost and was on our way to bukit timah nature reserve.
I didn't know MacRitchie links to bukit timah man! I mean, MacRitchie is at thomson! The bus ride from thomson to bukit timah is 40 mins!
I only knew today that Macritchie was that huge. No wonder girls get raped inside.
Anyhow, yes from the bukit timah trail, we manage to get back and walked to the 'tree top walk'.
I think by then we've already covered like, at least 5 km?
Finally, we arrived half dead only to find out that 'tree top walk' is just a pathetic bridge made of metal and ropes which we easily walked through in a few minutes.
How great.
Then, we tried to find our way out. I hate to be so cliche, but yes, we got lost again.
Now landing ourselves at singapore country club.
We kept walking along the road for about 45 mins.... till miraculously, we were one bus stop before peirce secondary school!
From there, we walked to shunfu market (which is very far away) to get my vegetarian lunch and we had to half run home because it was raining.
Thanks to me, I turned a morning brisk walk to a exhausting, life threatening, leg breaking expenditure. To think my dad would trust his idiotic son to bring him around. HAR-HAR
Omg, I'm damn tired, both of us are. But we still got to go to his canteen to carry can drinks.
ARGGGGG, damn troublesome. When I say can drinks, imagine a truck load of them.
Byeeeee people. I might just collapse while carrying can drinks, hurhur.
You,
I hate you for not saying bye when you go off.
I hate how you dont reply my messages.
I hate how you come online when I'm appearing offline.
I hate how I get a sense of loser-ish satisfaction when I ignore you for one-tenth of a second.
I hate how you say you like me a bit.
I hate how you only talk to me when I dont want to talk to you because you didn't talk to me first.
I hate how it doesn't bother you.
I hate how you wouldn't see this because you dont read my blog.
I hate how you suddenly stop messaging when you messaged me first.
I hate me being a dick and feeling like a pussy. (it's not your fault, but who cares)
I hate you for being so sucky.
I hate you for treating me like shit.
I hate how you always break your promises
I hate you for making me flustered, excited, and pissed.
I hate how I know I will still talk to you after all this.
For all of that, fuck you.
Feel like a fat, dying, failed to commit suicide, fat (did I say fat?), washed ashore whale.
Climbed up at 6.30 in the morning to accompany dad to MacRitchie reservoir for a morning walk.
All was good, it was cooling, breezy, the air was fresh, there wasn't much people...
UNTILLLL
I decided to suggest we go to some 'tree top walk' which was 3.9km away.
Seriously, on foot, it feels like forever. Not to mention we got lost and all.
We were first at the entrance near Mount Avernia Hospital, then we kind of half got lost and was on our way to bukit timah nature reserve.
I didn't know MacRitchie links to bukit timah man! I mean, MacRitchie is at thomson! The bus ride from thomson to bukit timah is 40 mins!
I only knew today that Macritchie was that huge. No wonder girls get raped inside.
Anyhow, yes from the bukit timah trail, we manage to get back and walked to the 'tree top walk'.
I think by then we've already covered like, at least 5 km?
Finally, we arrived half dead only to find out that 'tree top walk' is just a pathetic bridge made of metal and ropes which we easily walked through in a few minutes.
How great.
Then, we tried to find our way out. I hate to be so cliche, but yes, we got lost again.
Now landing ourselves at singapore country club.
We kept walking along the road for about 45 mins.... till miraculously, we were one bus stop before peirce secondary school!
From there, we walked to shunfu market (which is very far away) to get my vegetarian lunch and we had to half run home because it was raining.
Thanks to me, I turned a morning brisk walk to a exhausting, life threatening, leg breaking expenditure. To think my dad would trust his idiotic son to bring him around. HAR-HAR
Omg, I'm damn tired, both of us are. But we still got to go to his canteen to carry can drinks.
ARGGGGG, damn troublesome. When I say can drinks, imagine a truck load of them.
Byeeeee people. I might just collapse while carrying can drinks, hurhur.
You,
I hate you for not saying bye when you go off.
I hate how you dont reply my messages.
I hate how you come online when I'm appearing offline.
I hate how I get a sense of loser-ish satisfaction when I ignore you for one-tenth of a second.
I hate how you say you like me a bit.
I hate how you only talk to me when I dont want to talk to you because you didn't talk to me first.
I hate how it doesn't bother you.
I hate how you wouldn't see this because you dont read my blog.
I hate how you suddenly stop messaging when you messaged me first.
I hate me being a dick and feeling like a pussy. (it's not your fault, but who cares)
I hate you for being so sucky.
I hate you for treating me like shit.
I hate how you always break your promises
I hate you for making me flustered, excited, and pissed.
I hate how I know I will still talk to you after all this.
For all of that, fuck you.
Went out with relatives yesterday to celebrate Jia Yi's birthday.
The Sakura at marina country club is disapointing!
Took lots of pictures..
Below are some, check more out on my facebook! (for once, I uploaded them so quickly)
My pimples have finally cleared.
However, the sharp pain on my cheek is an omen.
Arggg, hate pimples.
The Sakura at marina country club is disapointing!
Took lots of pictures..
Below are some, check more out on my facebook! (for once, I uploaded them so quickly)
My pimples have finally cleared.
However, the sharp pain on my cheek is an omen.
Arggg, hate pimples.
The youngsters
Oh, and brother is back from army because of the public holiday!
And me being so evil, I had to upload a picture he hates. (haha we look like gay couple sial)
And me being so evil, I had to upload a picture he hates. (haha we look like gay couple sial)
Yes, and I got to thank him for taking the next picture below because he is such a PRO photographer.
Okay, for more pictures can chek my facebook out.
Selemat hari raya btw, to all my muslim friends. Save some kuehs for me okay!
Something Random:
I once molested a bitch, literally.
Shit, dont report me please!
Selemat hari raya btw, to all my muslim friends. Save some kuehs for me okay!
Something Random:
I once molested a bitch, literally.
Shit, dont report me please!
Have been doing relief teaching for the past week.
Though at times it was boring, it was still a great experience.
Sigh, I thought I would still get to go back next week because Xie lao shi (the teacher I'm relieving, gave me work till the 22nd)
But I just received a message from Mr.teh yesterday saying that Xie lao shi would be back next tues!
So I would not have to go back unless other teachers take MC last minute. BOOOOO
I'm still not over it!
Anyhow, I would just like to thank the classes I relief for being...... QUITE well-behaved students.
(EXCEPT FOR 2A1! HAHAHAHAH.)
Geez, 2A1 really is difficult. I pity Xie lao shi. Luckily I'm only there for a week.
2A1 was still asking me if they're the worst class I had and I'm like 'DUHHHHHH'
2A1: 'you sec 2 not like that one meh, teacher?'
No, 2A1, I'm not like you guys in sec 2. I dont write things on the whiteboard and play catching in the classroom.
I've have long moved on to more perverted and fun stuff when I was in sec 2. GROW UP! and their chinese is worst than mine!
Oh, did I said I'm teaching chinese! CHINESE!
My favourite class is the 3E! Though they copy their work all the time, they still bothered to complete it.
And I would also like to thank the sec 3s for adopting me for recess.
If not, I'd have been such a loner, a hungry loner.
I would also like to thank a certain someone for treating me like shit. Thank you.
My sec 1s are also damn cute. 4As are my slackest periods of all, they just have to do their own stuff.
I also still have the school's (stolen) wire with me! Damn, got to go back to return it.... Blauh.
I know this is evil, but, I hope a teacher fall sick. (A TEACHER NOT TEACHING CHINESE PLEASE.)
When I must teach chinese, it's a joke.
I always tell my students, ' Please do your work now. Any problems, don't ask me. I wouldn't know.'
And also, something random, I hate people who dont say bye!
BYEBYE.
- Mood:
sore
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This video is damn damn damn good. (Not just because they are all the same person)
- Mood:
relaxed
I swear I'm a computer idiot.
Twitter is damn difficult to use.
How do I even put it on to my blog anyway?
Argg, that's is, I'm going out. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- Mood:
groggy
OMGGGGGGGGGGG I'M GOING TO DO RELIEF TEACHING 2 WEEKS LATER.
- Mood:
Too happy for the emoticon
I'm the world's dumbest himbo.
(My dick is not that big anyway, I dont understand why I am so dumb.)
(My dick is not that big anyway, I dont understand why I am so dumb.)
My phone is blocked because I forgot the pin code (which I've set myself)
I didn't know there's only 3 tries! If not, I would have used it wisely.
BOOOOOOO
I'm so sad..
Went hiking at bukit timah in the morning.
Damn a lot of mosquito bites despite me using almost half of the repellent on myselffffff (hint hint to someone)
Sigh, am so tired.
Scholarship meeting tomorrow morning at 11!
That means waking at 8.30 for me.
Yes, hello holiday.
My bro is going into the army next week! (Wish him all the best mannn)
Kind of exciting actually, going to the army.
Hurhur, wait till my turn, see what I'll say.
All the best for Eli too!
Who will be going into army as well.
I hate the pimples on my face.
I hate you too, dark eye circles. I shall kill you with carrots. (Yeah right, as if I'll eat those damn things)
ARGGGGG I'M DAMN CRANKY BECAUSE I'M SLEEPYYYYY
I hate the person who put gummies in the fridge!
Now I cannot stop eating themmmmmmmmmmm
Actually, the person should hate me - I ate half already without permission.
Hurhur, nvm, can just tell the person I'm a himbo and I'll be excused.
Fuck myself! (No, not literally)
I love you for loving me, thank you.
Okay I shall go off and sleep before I get worst that this.
Bye meleon chests.
- Mood:
fuck-the-world mood
We (I) will surivive it.
*We refers to the people I love the most
Just checked my school mail.
Have to go back to school for the whole of next week from 2-6 daily!
Yeah, sure, I'm having my holidays.
Got to blame myself for taking the dual diploma though.
Now with school, it's hard for me to work.
Sigh, I really need the money.
I have never been more in need of money then now.
- Mood: cold
Pstats examination this thursday!
Looking for a job. People please help.
Even if you're a stranger, you are entitled to leave a comment.
(I secretely want to be a porn star - except that it's not that secretive anymore. HURHUR)
- Mood: Tired and guilty
Accompanied dad, with bro, for his checkup this morning.
There's a tumor in his nasal captavity...... chances are, it might or might not be cancerous.
I only knew today that his (my dad's) uncle had records of having nascal cancer.
Sigh, waiting for report to be out this coming wed/thurs.
It's highly curable though; just that he might have to suffer for a period of time.
Got to stop asking them for money man, today's checkup (only some scans and extraction of samples) already cost 330 bucks!
I really really really really hope nothing too bad will happen. For him, I'll be willing to do anything.
Both mum and dad are still unfailingly optimistic though. It doesn't seem to have bothered them....
Really helps the family to musk the cruel reality.
Went with dad to the canteen later in the afternoon after some rest and lunch.
Helped handle some vegetables....
Then mum arrived with 2 boxes of agar-agar! (wohooo)
I was slicing the multi-layers of the agar-agar with a knife (because I wanted to act cute - to eat them layer by layer)
Had too much agar-agar I guess; about half the box?
Ended up with a tummy ache.
But then again,it might be because I didn't wash the knife.
Come to think of it.... the knife kind of look more like a butcher. (Aiya, so many knives at the canteennnnnnnn, confusing)
Then it didn't help my tummy ache when I got so excited about eating kiwis, I accidently ate the skin too (damnnn hairy and bitter arh)
So much for being a himbo. Went to the toilet four times already.
Bro's leaving for cambodia few hours more.
Lucky bastard, forever travelling.
I need to cut my hairrrrrr.
Should use my own money this time since I cut my hair twice a month and my parents always pay for them.
I feel like a dick.
My eyes are dryer than grannys' vaginas.
- Mood:
Not exactly good
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